Im At The End

Falling
          Is going to be my new thing.
                                                   I Wonder if i was to stab my professor with
a virtual sowing needle would i go to jail for assault.
                                                                             I believe that this guy should die a  painful death. But before he dies he has to suck on a dick.

Nothing But Love

The Absolute truth of me. I am random. I love hard. I hate nothing. I love everyone. I might not like some of your characteristics but in the end I will love you. When i was eight, my mother whipped my ass because i told my sister i hated her. She told me never to let the words hate be attached to a person or animal. The word hate was not allowed into my vocabulary. So when i try to explain to people that i cannot hold a grudge or that forgiveness is like breathing to me. It becomes complicated. Yes, i get mad. Yes, i get angry, but I do not know how to hold on to those emotions.

Amish

I just finished watching Amish Grace. About three years ago i met this woman that was Amish. Well she was a remarkably sweet woman. We exchanged address and i lost hers. That lady made an impact on me. She showed me how to be open about new experiences but to not loose touch with myself. I want to know if there are any Black people that are Amish. I know that they are German descendents. For exampe; Non-Amish person gives birth dies and in their will leaves the name of Amish friend to raise a child. Will It be allowed? Is adoption allowed?

It is absolutely amazing that I cant find anyone to do my hair. I have thrown around enough money at people to do a service . So i woke up this morning with a serious hangover. Yesterday, i got really drunk. I don't know. All i can remember was that i was doing grand plies in my apartment when my mother came over. She asked if i was drunk so i asked her if she was drunk. WTF! are you serious. I remember something about a kettle being black. But whatever.

A Sorry Intro

Greetings Earthlings! Okay I'm just joking. So, my name is Bambi, and I am kinda new to this whole blogging shenanigans. I wanted to try to give others a view into my life. Why? For my own pleasure.Crazy, Right? I guess talking about my life to complete strangers can be therapeutic.